It's been so long since i had a journal. At times i sit and think, there's so much i want to get out so might as well make another one. My old one was filled with too much i'd rather forget. though it went through so much. It went back to the days with chris, my first true love. Showed how our friendship turned into a relationship, that turned into an engagement then the downfall of no wedding and my life being turned upside down. My bout with depression and then eventually the rise from it.
It showed when i met my daughter's father. and went through my pregnancy and the random feelings i felt during. And if you've ever been pregnant you know how up and down those go. then i just stopped. someone cut and pasted entries i wrote to make it seem wrong and sent to random people. It really hurt me and i erased all that i had. And now 2 years later with no outlet i decided to get back to writing. How My writing will change i dont know. I went from living the carefree life and chronicalizing my single dating life , to my relationships and now its just me a single momma trying to do her best with what life has tossed her way. Will anyone find this interesting? *shrugs* who knows? Can people relate to this? odds are there are a few out there who are going through what i go through. So until i post an actual entry.... *hugs, kisses, sweet wishes*
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